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Do/Don’t

Posted in D|Agnosis, D|Enunciation, D|Peering, D|Sire on November 13, 2008 by D

I need you to see me,
I want you to hug me
I need you to be there,
Unleash all am holding.
I need you to walk,
In this lone road am walking
And then help me preach
The secret am holding.

I just don’t want to be alone
(But am alone)
I don’t want to be on top
(But neither holed…)
I did not need you
To wash up my clothes,
(No…)

I neither seek
Someone to serve
my coffee,
Despite mistakes,
Life’s been good
And I keep on
(So that must mean
That I am not looking
For mentors)

Am good at cooking,
You should try my dishes,
My house keeps clean,
(Though sometimes
It needs fixes)
And I have my phone,
My domain and my emails,
There’s communication,
(Though, off course,
With some limits)

Learned about wrinkles
The gravity and white hair,
Metabolism has guilt
In my wreck ness,
Fountain of youth hides
Within our own spirit,
(So am making clear:
You don’t have to be Britney)

Become

Posted in D|Enunciation, D|Mented, D|Peering, D|Sire, D|Termination, D|Votion on September 2, 2008 by D

The crush became love,
The love became hopes,
The hopes became wait,
The wait became loss,

The loss became rage,
The anger feeding me
With the energy needed,
To stand up and keep…

There is nothing to prove,
Before your own light
If you think am wrong,
Then probably am right…

I had a show right
Before you appeared
You are not in the show,
You made it so clear.

If you are out of cast,
It is what it is…
But the show still goes on,
And it can’t without me.

The loss became depth
The depth became rage
Don’t let rage evolve,
I don’t want to hate

So, let the show go on…
Let the game begin
Deflower the gardens,
And shed all the tears…

From this moment on,
Am changing the scripts,
The tears I am dropping
I drop them for me…

(Resistance)

Posted in D|Agnosis, D|Enunciation, D|Peering on August 7, 2008 by D

You just can’t wait to be patient
Can’t stand I can’t tolerate
I think you are not meditating
You don’t believe in my faith.

The moral’s switched the standards
Our world became the big ring,
The fighters, those seeking units,
Against the ones who wants split.

Tell me where are we right now babe?
Am I somewhere in this ship?
Or am I drawning myself in
A cold lake, starting to freeze?

Am floating, flying by,
And you seem so far by now,
I think I cannot love you
Without distance.

You silently watch me far,
You think I don’t know that
You mumble that you love me
(In resistance…)

The peek in your life is waiting
Reached by dreams made of steam,
Contradictory goals confronting
Your heart won’t give up, rather freeze

Am wearing your shoes, am worried
Why you look so scared at me
If am not the one to fullfilll you
How come you got closer to me?

I think we are just lonesome inside and
Two lonely ones don’t match well
And you must me much more alone,
You said you want more in this shell

Then am floating, flying by,
And you seem so far by now,
I think I cannot love you
Without distance.

You silently watch me far,
You think I don’t know that
You mumble that you love me
(In resistance…)

Yes, am hurt, pain is hard,
I don’t think
you should go thru it,
Obvious;
But am free at the fact,
That I said what I had
My mouth didn’t held back
Saying love you

Then am floating, flying by,
And you seem so far by now,
I think I cannot love you
Without distance.

You silently watch me far,
You think I don’t know that
You mumble that you love me
(In resistance…)

Not2

Posted in D|Agnosis, D|Enunciation, D|Mented, D|Peering, D|Sire on August 6, 2008 by D

If you used me
If you lied to me
If you cheated
You attacked me
If you’re smiling
Then you’re stabbing…
Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

And in my hand I have this big gun
The bullets of hope have been shooted all
What do I have to stand up again?
How in the life could I have defense?

If this twists me
If this slaps me
If your presence
Always got me
If am falling,
After falling..
Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

And in my hand I had this big heart
Smashed in bits, I can’t mend it back
What do I to believe again?
How in life could I get some faith?

If I love you
And am weakened
If my wishes
Are so hearted…
If you hold me
Then you hang me
Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

Love’s like a diamond, a precious thing
With many faces, and styles within
And my diamong has not romance
Many faces, but not her glance…

Give me a reason not to fear you
Give me a reason not to fear you

01

Posted in D|Enunciation, D|Mented, D|Peering, D|Sire on March 21, 2008 by D

A digital luv,
Smashed up in2 bits
I gave U a bite
The password 2 B
Million packets,
1000 screens,
Page me darling,
Make me feel.
It’s a digital luv,
A cold n’ useless dead site
Cyber Luv,
Another cool crap
A hologram
Emulators o’ life…
A binary world
Just has 2 parts
I was the O.
U played the 1

Path

Posted in D|All|Phen, D|Enunciation, D|Mented, D|Peering, D|Sire, D|Termination on March 5, 2008 by D

Am not afraid, my love,
Not afraid of this,
Not afraid of trying hard,
Fight with burdened fists,
I am not afraid to jump,
From skycrapper’s heights,
Is it life to stay in hold,
Or is it life to stand?

If this is about a love,
Everlasting one,
Isn’t it just like a gold,
And it worhts paying high?
With our effort, with our tears,
With reshaping molds,
Without giving up so fast,
Steadfast, brave and bold?

I will stick to walk this path
Trying to find the dawn,
And if sun never shows up,
All the stars are shown
And this poem hides the path,
To the our pot of gold,
I would love it if you come
No more search alone…

Am not afraid, my love,
This time we’ll do fine
Someone’s guiding us above,
Can you see the light?
I am not afraid my love,
Am to take this risk,
If you dare, you won’t be alone
You’ll be here, with me.

Hug

Posted in D|Agnosis, D|Enunciation, D|Peering, D|Sire, D|X-Is-Tense on January 18, 2008 by D

Drop the counseling words
Quit the advices that work
4 Eye’ve tried everythin’,
N’ my soul’s still in weep

All need is 2…

Smoke the pipe of the peace
With some1 willing 2
But if U seek for calm,
So U never had war…

Who’s goin’smoke it with?

It already begun,
Like an illness inside
My death process is on,
Eye can’t grasp the thing off

Who’s going bury me?

N’ life has lead me 2 the point of understand
That some of us can’t have the + of company…
Sometimes Eye feel like tradin’ the wisdom that Eye had
4 some1 there, who could understand, the twistedness on mine

Drop the depths, and the thoughts
Eye don’t think Eye need words
4 Eye’ve tried everythin’
N’ am asking just 1 thin’

All Eye need is a Hug

Maze

Posted in D|Agnosis, D|Enunciation, D|Mented, D|X-Is-Tense on November 14, 2007 by D

And its all a word maze.
One day you feel Mister Hability
Next day you go miserability
One day you feel you claim “Am big with it”
Next day you spell it reads ambiguity.
And its all a word maze.
One day you bathe feeling baptized
Next day my  blood’s feeding bats: I’m
One day I feel I’d finish it
Next time I feel Diminishing
And its all a word maze.
You and I are far away,
Like the east from the west,
You and I are for a way
Like the beast? Or the best?
And its all a word maze.
It ain’t we’re distinct.
It’s that we’re distant
And its all a word maze.

D|Stance.

Posted in D|Agnosis, D|Enunciation, D|Mented, D|Termination on September 26, 2007 by D

You don’t need to understand, neither grasp, nor to care.
There is no need to get no stress, no dig in, no headaches.
There’s no need of zooming glass, no big efforts to catch
Messages I just express, to puke out, not to define…

You don’t need to question me, classify, from my words
You were warned from day one: feelings ain’t my whole mold.
My complexity has been stripped out, from the start
Never showed you not a veil, cover sheets, not a mask…

Haven’t I been clear on that? Have I hided what I look like?
Have my monsters been disguised? Lied to you with a fact?
Have I cheated you in a thing? Why did you keep silence at,
Things you might want say and still, never speak, who’s been masked?

My reality is just for me, not for you, it might bite.
When I share it with the world, it’s to share, just for that.
The only thing you will find out if you seek any truth
Is am master of mistakes, am perplexed, and am dark.

Our dimensions are the truth, you know deep in your heart
You might try to be so clear, but inside twisters fight.
The big difference that you’ll find, is I take things for real
While some others state to build always clean (over sands)…

Haven’t I been clear on that? Have I hided what I think like?
Have my words gone against me when I mean different from that?
Have you ever been confused, and took a picture of that?
Have you seen the things I write are mental pictures of mine?

Have I ever asked a change in your style, in your mind?
Have I pointed something wrong, like if I were so right?
We are so different yet I did not try change you… did I?
Not an aggressive comment on your differences with mine.

You don’t need to understand, neither grasp, nor to care.
There is no need to get no stress, no dig in, no headaches.
If this makes a load on you, simply drop and don’t stand.
For I love you as you are, never tweak, never mind.

Complex, as it is my world, I do love you like that
And I do contain my world not to harm you sometimes.
And ambiguous as I am, something has never changed,
You have crowns within this kingdom of weird and bizarre.

Swim

Posted in D|Enunciation, D|Peering, D|Termination, D|Toxified on September 8, 2007 by D

I still don’t understand it… guess I won’t grasp it away
This tendency to hologram you, like if I could really stay in there
Like if you’d really stand the rain, stay thru this mad torment
I didn’t want much more than that, just two ears, just being there…

I guess I will never get it nothing is truly for real
Nothing is going take forever, nobody is going to relief
Its not about how much am giving, for I gave it all, truly did…
It’s not how much am really getting, I wasn’t quite shopping… you see?

Am asking you forgiveness for thinking you could be the friend I seek
It should have been aggressive to feel I burdened you with it…
My mind plays tricks on me, and you could almost feel so real
It felt so nice, so warming, but now I know it’s chilling breeze

You still don’t understand me and never-mind about it, please
If I myself can’t get it… is there a sense in you trying this?
Like if you’d really stand the rain, stay thru this mad torment
I didn’t want much more than that, just two ears, just being there…

I guess we’ll never get it, people seek for it,
Some of us do offer, some of us do steal
Some of us don’t see it, when its really there
Some of us do bet it all and bankruptcy is dead end

Am asking you forgiveness for placing such high stakes on you
I never meant to hurt you… Indeed, you see, I got hurt too
I hope you get the strength out, to stay the tempests when you should
I hope you get the friends, I thought I finally found on you…

We’ll never understand it…
We’ll never overcome with it
When floating by an ocean,
Sometimes we stuck instead of swim…
I’m gonna miss you…