I can’t tell you what exactly is going to be of me
I can’t tell if am gwein make it, or if I will cease
This is so hard, so confusing, that it’s all a mess,
But with the lesson of this heart break, somehow I can tell…
That I might change pretty much, become my opposite,
I could become the man that you want me to be,
And change my points of view you could think of on life
And be the family man you always dreamed and wished
I’d sing those boring lovesongs those I hate for me
I’d even fix my issues that I still don’t fix,
But as the change is comming I can tell for sure
My love for you’d be gone, for you belittled me.
Don’t need to change that much, babe, I can tell you that
Don’t even need my night to end, or walk that far
A man did chase affection walking on his knees,
But couldn’t fit the roll you wanted me to keep
The clothes you want for me to wear are way too tight
Therefore the ones I wished for you are wide and hang
We better keep our nakedness, and run barefeet,
The charms and beauty never counted, not for me.
You wanted me to change, and be another man?
You could not find a life of peace on what I had?
You want certifications to self validate?
You say am insecure, but my beliefs are safe.
You wanted me to change, and play another roll?
You got it; now I took you out of my own world
You think you couldn’t handle me the way I was?
How fun that now my change, won’t handle you right back.
Your killing indecision killed me bit by bit.
You say what fits you best; you know I tried my best.
You wanted heaven signals? Take this one right now,
The hope of one could die if you don’t feed the love.
Your dream upon a star, have finally become true,
I changed under this all, and I did change for good,
My love is pure, the anguish goes, my life has a new mood
And after plenty change, I lost my dreams of you.
